dear diary (english version)

[ichiban]

Don't be sad, because Allah is always with us, for those who really believe in Him. (La Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana)

[Tamandesa]

Felt very bad yesterday.
But i try to happy today.

[skylight]

cloud, I told him just now that sometime I just want to turn back time and tie you up
never let go

but it's just not the way things should be rite ?
rite cloud ..... ?

rite ..... ?

ah I'm doubting each decision we'd made without you near

[Tamandesa]

Never mind, what is already done can't we turn back. Just next time, be more carefull. Always think two times, three times, or so many times until we get the best way to do something. But still keep our time.
Keep smile and spirit. Let's continue our duties...

[^nay]

can't describe what im feeling right now..
so nano-nano

[Th3s4inT]

Another trip to semarang-kudus tomorrow.
May Allah protect me, and my family

[skylight]

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop

berbaring bersisian dalam bauran isak tangismu yang tak kunjung mereda
perlahan air mataku pun mengalir dalam sunyi
kita tersandera realita

Just let me hold you close inside my arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions

'Cause I Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience

biar semua luka membaik sedikit
tak apa nyerinya masih berdenyut
ada tanganmu yang bisa mengusap sakitnya agar reda
sedikit lebih nyaman

I really wanna start over again
You know I wanna be your salvation
The one that you can always depend

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me

masa depan selalu ambigu, wind
tapi jangan takut, ada aku disisimu
sesuatu yang sepertinya akan menjadi pasti

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience my love

saat ini memang hanya itu yang tersisa, cloud
selebihnya hanya debu yang berputar menyesatkan

[ichiban]

‎-Before you think of an unkind word,
think of someone who cant speak...
-Before you complain about the taste of your food,
think of someone who has nothing to eat...
- Before you complain about life,
think of someone who died too young...
- Before you argue about your untidy house,
think of people living in the streets..
- Before thinking about the distance you drive,
think of someone who travels the same distance with their feet...
- when depressing thoughts get you down,
put a smile on your face and thank Allah Subhanallahu Wa Ta'ala
for everything you have compared to those who have nothing!..

REMEMBER Life is a blessing and comes with a purpose. Always say Alhamdulillah....

[^nay]

yesterday my mother brought 2 small basket of 'kembang' from my cousin's 'party' and put that in my room.  i get dizzy everytime i come to my room now. wangine nggarai merinding oiy..

[aisya]

Actually I wanna thank you for making my days so cheerful lately
well there're also some interuption that made the situation became weird 

but most of all, I always believe from the first that you are a good man.
so, please dont you ever ever hesitate of that .... well, crazy and annoying most of times hehehehe......
and thats why you deserved the best

I pray to Allah for making you happy .
and me also insyaAllah

[mesmerized haze]

alhamdulillahirabbil 'alamiin

watch Just for laugh while eating my green sandwich for lunch, I miss u enjis
we used to watch it together and laughed along so loud,
thinking how to make some kind of jokes to ur friends 

but hey,
we're changing from two drifting along creatures into gorgeous human being alive 
and thanks to the life 

let's keep the beautiful things inside and move on to collect some more adorable experiences
we'll talk about it all day long in such beautiful park of heaven, afterward

we love u

[otong_lennon]

last night I saw you in my dream, we met in someplace..

[rudy14240]

One...two...three... errr..mmmh.. yes it's four...there are four of them..

[aisya]

I just bathing jonah , dressed him and now he's sleeping rite beside me .
he's so white and handsome. I like to see jonah when he's sleeping so peacefully .
love to see his closing eyes, he's eyebrow and he's eye lashes so beautiful.

he just had a fight with his mommy because he insisted to finish watching bernard at youtube while his mommy wanted him straight go to the bathroom. and me, I was in the middle of war seeing who will be the winner, is it jonah or his mom

finally jonah is the winner, with full of tears of course he kept continue his bernard and his mommy ignored him.

I think his mom getting upset or jealous because jonah always wanna be with me hehehehe......
he even ignored his father who just came from surabaya. and his father so confuse

his mom needs to know that I have spell on jonah. I said most of times to jonah , 'aku sayaaang jonah' and he will hold me and whispered in my ear 'aku sayaaang opa tante s....'
he's too much watching ipin upin and called me opa

Ok, jonah. its time to wake up because we'll go to rumah sosis bandung now 

[Thoyib]

grey is my world..