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i think i've been rejected many times 

doesn't mean to be cruel but ur expression is funny

agree with ur answer, just think positive and be ikhlas

ANSWER
well, it's a proposal for my personal project
I asked some help from my seniors to be my mentor and guide for entering the zone, but they refused it
calmly, but still left somekind of uncomfort feeling

It's been quite long for me not having some open marketing offer,
so I feel nervous again

QUESTION
what about u, what rejection brought u even stronger than before
